That brink of hope I saw for a while was nothing but a single ray of light,
light of lunacy,
there is no sanity in the eyes of the one I gazed upon,
just a cold heart,
without a beat,
no rhythm for my passion to dance to.
A shadow from the past.
The past I wish I lived in.
But No!
I will not let you suffer because of me.
so i shall hide...
... and nothing can hurt me.
(courtesy: http://xphdx.blogspot.com/)
This is JUST how I feel right now. And have been feeling since the phone call. Weird how much this speaks to me right about now.
posted by Vikster @ 2:04 AM
3 Comments:
At 9:43 AM,
Harshad said…
That single ray of light you mention was once enough to light up your life; And now suddenly it's all dark again.
Why? Why now? Why here? Why you? Nobody can answer... I just the hope that you find comfort soon. Be well. God bless you.
Oh, I don't know you, just came here via your photos on "monsoon" group on flicker - to your profile - to your blog.
Anyway... I'm sure I know what you are going through. :-) Times will be better soon. Peace.
At 5:46 AM,
Anonymous said…
hmmm... melancholia is not a good sign, pretty boy. read ure resolutions, but think they're a bit farfetched. babe - i wud love to spew de kind of high brow nonsense u do... and i love de kind of serendipitious luck u have with men. babe - u meet decent, sweet men - and lots of ppl don't. why go down to de chandigarh himbo level just for de sake of heartache..?!
chill, babe .. please!
PS: thank gawd, u n i dont share de same taste in men, so we're not 'competition"! ;-)
At 12:57 PM,
Toni Farley said…
That is soooooo close. Yes, exactly how it feels *sobs*
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